• 10:15:00 AM, Friday, May 25, 2007
Finally back from school once again.
Another one of the many late nights to come.
It's just SIX MORE DAYS!
DANCERS JIAYOU! =D
Kinda lost abit of my voice ehs..
Thanks to all the shouting and COUNTING at Titans yesterday..
Oh wells, throat still sore.
But guess I'll just refrain from fried food for now :)
It's dance all the way tmr again, as usual.
From 8am - 4pm. Boo :(
But today's full-run went pretty okay.
There're just many things we still have to work out.
Man, I'm damn worried about Salsa :(
After clean-ups, the steps are still so messy.
Plus we just lack salsa style..
Still have alot of things to work on these few days.
Hopefully by Sunday's full tech run, things will run more smoothly.
Some dancers just staying over in school for the night.
Since today ended so late, and tmr's early morning.
Some live pretty far, and probably this way they could get more sleep.
Haha. I bet the HC room would be occupied...
Stayover almost got cancelled though, cos there were too little people.
The clique was supposed to stay over.
Now end up only Zheya and Jane I think.
But I decided last night not to.
Don't think my mum would be too happy about it. Plus I really really need a proper bed to have a decent night's rest.
Yups. Plus when I decided last night, I wasn't in too good a mood lah.
Hmms. Guess I kinda found out some things which were so nicely kept from me.
Yes, I'm upset about it. I'm hurt.
But maybe, it's because it's YOU.
I don't know the real situation now, and whether my intuition is right.
But that's what it tells me.
And I think I'm pretty much right.
Really, I don't see why you had to lie to me.
I know I don't have any power at hand to care anymore.
But I can't help but wonder when it started.
Whether everything happened simultaneously.
Whether it was fake all along.
Whether I was a fool the whole time to have believed you.
I made myself vulnerable, and gave you the chance the hurt me.
Whatever it is, maybe I shouldn't probe or dig or try to find out anymore.
And definitely not ask for answers from you.
I should just forget.
FORGET. yes.
Maybe then it'll hurt less.
You know, things got a little better from earlier days.
But what I read yesterday just made the pain come back.
Yes, I didn't even have a good night sleep. Kept waking up.
And before that? ____ just fell involuntarily.
Sleep didn't make today any much better.
I couldn't talk about it.
Everything just kept and will be buried inside.
I'll just sleep on it once more...
♥ loved at : 10:15:00 AM
